Various Poems

Have I told you about the guy
Who I think my soul is mates with?
I feel a strange connection to him
that I've never felt with any other person
in my entire life.
That's why I think he's my soul mate.
And people may think that's a bit strange,
because it's difficult for me
to actually say things to him,
and tell him how I feel.
I am not a very verbal person, most times,
but, I try.
And, honestly, I have always liked to believe
that for some people,
it does not take common words or facts
to tell them how they feel,
and sometimes, I think
that nobody understands this but me.

I Would Choose You

Every guy I ever knew,
all lined up in a row.
I would Choose you,
don't you know?

And Sometimes

And sometimes, when I'm sitting at the pond
in the park near my house,
staring at the fountain in the middle,
I wish he was sitting with me,
and we were talking abd laughing,
dangling our feet in the water

*If you are reading, which, again, I have no real proof other than the fact that you mentioned to me that you had before, I do want to tell you to your face how I feel. But when I do, if you are reading this, I hope you will keep in mind that even tho, I want to tell you, I am a little scared, and you know that I have good reasons to be. And so, if you are reading this, I am not begging you, but asking you, to please be gentle and kind. And also, since I told you that you may have been reading everything out of order or backwards or something, then I really feel that something is prodding me to tell you that you might want to pay attention to the date and time of when everything is put here. It should be somewhere on the page. Anyways, I hope that you will tell me that you are reading it.
And, I hope it all works out the way I hope it does. Because, honestly, I know I said that you didn't have to read it because it's your decision, but honestly, I personally think that if you are for the reason I think and hope, then, that would be like, the coolest and the sweetest thing in the world, and I would think you were the sweetest guy in the world, and I'm sorry for all that not so nice stuff I've said about you and really I can't do that anymore, because I love you too much to think ill thoughts of you anymore. But I am asking you to please, never put the pressure, hurt, and weight of lies on me ever again, and you know I will know. Please don't try to trick me, you know that's not right. You wouldn't like it if someone tried to trick you. I know you wouldn't. And also, I really think it means something that I have held on this long. That I have really held on for probably the better part of the last couple years. That I was holding on when you didn't even know it or notice at all. And, I honestly think, that another girl probably would have given up and left you standing in the dust a long time ago . The frustration would have been too much. But, I can't do that. Ever. And you know why. I really feel that we are supposed to be together. And if you are reading, it really is your decision whether or not you pretend you aren't or you are, and it's your decision to continue reading or stop. But, I want to say that I should not have to stop putting this stuff here. I have a right to. Anyhow, if you are reading, so you don't get confused about what order you are reading it in, again, pay attention to the date and time. Also, since I care very much about you and would hate for you to ever be confused about something, for your benefit, I will not put more than two poems or anything here per day. If I do put more than two, they'll be on the same page. Okey dokey? Because, again, you don't have to be looking at them if you don't want to, it's not like I expect you to. I'm not putting them here just for you to see, altho, I do want you to see them, why wouldn't I? Cause like I said, I don't feel like hiding anything from you anymore, and I shouldn't have to hide anything from the rest of the world either. Alright, that's all I'll say for now, and you just do whatever makes you happy because I want to see you happy :) *