Waking Sounds

Smart wits winding out acoustically; a famed mention a single sided man- home born of a native Southland- years after Sammy and Dean showed out an audience direction to move.
Once occurring national recognition shaped a passing wind in my early years here on Earth.
Less message or dedication, these lyrics bring a familiar style trend setting melodies.
In my opposition, or whim at inspiration: day breaks out sending light of the sun over mountains edge.
Crisp trees of pine, palms and varieties awake for a morning in sweet aromas.
My coffee, instant and lacking true quality of rich flavors, begs...rushing through my system arranging caffeine's drive among adrenaline and similar body sensations.
A view looking out over street cars driving and a course of green land spiked advert ably full of holes; stretches long ways- sideways and each ways I may gaze.
Some noise I do notice. A form adobe structure encases the quality of a well landscaped property.
This place, far riddled apart of the divisive city - capitol of world pleasure and a spectacle of lights- is my home.
Fresh as new fleece smell, the odors of indoors seemed abrupt when a childhood curiosity sent my young boy to venturing around inside of cabinets and closed storage fronts.

Life does not stink. But our carpets do.
Philosophies aligned in caring for undeveloped minors indicates a steady minded understanding of such playful attempts.
Along with a gratitude towards the greater mishaps never having happened: Fires, Floods, Format able accidents/ injuries, frowns on missed ambitions- (sending little ones to a loss of creativity)...
of all found ruined expensive of items to which are of no use to him: make-up, electronics, important (non replicable documents or photos), and any form of living life including hose plants- on the small scale.

I have a few complaints; try to respond reasonably to such a disorder.
Perhaps our schedule demands a bleak routine, that I leave empty wiggles of time to devote over to an extreme order disturbance.
One status partial in my comment: our living room or bedrooms full of hundreds of toy parts, unbroken, thrown aside from the boy.
Now a gesture of his growth, he wonders around in opposite areas of the home where he role play being me.
See, his giant smile offers a depth at this hidden capabilities.
As he runs continually, I get the hint that he wants me to know: Life is good- so will he be good
- and now I know I AM GOOD!
And, goody, goody sounds like the funniest thing he can say, beyond a loud wide toothed shout for his favorite drink... JUICE, MILK, OR WATER!!!...

While his words are limited in vocabulary status, the little brain sitting behind his two brown eyes- under his thick brown hair holds an environments like sponge.
Years after being salvaged from the bottomless ocean floor, mimicking begins..
A triggered memory of his actions. Even at those times I speak unladylike, more a street catastrophe
- I do argue why a good loss of humor can be bargained for cultured characters of film, radio or television. Repeat and deliver the signal - sparking a child's fascination of meeting a real life cartoon figure. Concerning me at it's version of conglomeration. At exactly the number of all 5 question words- paces, a stagnated air wave of outer space digital signal.
Certain importance of ongoing programming has strengthened ascertain for generations, with little growth. This is my home, and convinced to pride his behavior and adjustment around professionals disguised as stuffed animals, letters, numbers and shapes.
Portraying a fairy tale land of every day life without the crimes or corruptions only confusions encountered by guidance and maturities of colorful preschool idols.

As the rest of the world may recognize all given advantages of parenthood, leaving their homes in tow with tots.
I have formed night life into a work habit.
Never may I sleep, nor shut my eyes wholly and fully before the exchange of day in and out.
Struggling to believe I can rest quickly- enough to begin again.
My dreams become seldom and stranger.- shorter and realer.
Much like reading a fictitious book of mysteries, to unravel the plot has your own like intertwined with actuality and personal reference.
Never mind mine, when completely awake I center for hours between dark and light, moments to avoid, and distances to travel.
Thus alluding any memory as my imagination works on it's own.

Recent nights of this week altered every and all of my unsought devotions.
At a glimpse of some profile, one of the nights as I drove around in search fare and orderly business, opened a feeling of joy and excitement.
Waiting in uninformed introductions; a desire of acquaintance sat into my nervous endings throughout each core of my unperfected flesh and bones.
Until, one reoccurring wish to be in the right time and place walked me straight across some high bound suspension bridge built on despaired awkwardness of inquisitional advantage upon first sight.
Putting aside assured sensuousness- betting against the sexuality I earned , possessed by life- and confidently remaining odd.
I asked one open ended question, when standing alone impressed by a structure of calm confident testosterone morals and employed manners.
An outer package had not become obvious or devoured though a long lasting ego.
My meek willed passions scoured the touch of my fingertips to punch the screen of cellular phone.
Owned for few weeks only, a gift from a friend, and an outstanding monument of technology- this phone carries my life!
Engaging trust, openness and friendliness with this male.
My satisfaction desired an involvement taught and entangled by naughty interactions decorated amorously, categorically organized by compensation of offered rewards.
Endlessly, my commitments complicated, plagued a severe empathetical demise.
Not honest at the oath of conjoined life, passiveness took a front seat to idle conceitedness.

Actively I surrounded my trust for reputable attributes.
A downfall, a compromised, saturated fallacy chained my heart by random attempts to condemn love for a poorly operated jester of greed or ' stranger never danger" scenario.
How could I agree I had been kept, held high and given rank inside of a mischievous partner's separated assortment of inversions-
short blasted, a forceful act manhood and many hidden worldly habits in details?
No English statement can begin to explain the indifference I face here.
Of all felt rejection, manipulated endings, fearing an ambiance of other's favors exchanged commonly un top of the round breasts of neat, clean, well dressed females-
wild and apart of the knowledge I held onto.
A gift for this man, a compliment of acceptable fatherhood, but unwrapped and tossed into some corner closet of his emotionally capacitative, functioning drive to progress our experiences on a string of selfish centered thread in the fabric of the mundane principals-
shared as simple as a breath of air.

My awareness in knowing my transgression ran for an answering communication, as stiff as my tightly stressed eyeballs-
right through the rear-view mirror of a whimsically designed automobile entrusted, not owned by myself. Nothing could warn me of possibility and keen fantasies invested in by a force beyond my control. Unforeseen and abstract, a new introduction started one night and then the next, a closeness of inner companionship formulated as wee night moments climaxed and aroused a fire burning flame of hot sensationalism and unconfused intentional measures.
I crawled about reaching and pulling to comprehend matters of person's physic and market value.
The economy business, and entertainment tenderness's of my each and every tolerated, orientated child bearing world had ultimately been shut out.
As an epiphany of courageous spontaneity pushed my head back to rest-
loosening all muscles of my body's frame- head to toe!
Merging adaptable accommodations in a tunnel of gliding mind-opening waves,
brightly filled in an adjusting annoyance of existence with hard found blissful and Constance tender tongue filled kisses.

Loneliness and freak sought possession had a clash alongside of a highway going out of town away from the desert land and panging far towards natural waters on brown sand beaches.
Warm, soft skin and dark tones had said hello to a women looking out at seasonal advantage to keep some change for the Laundromat.
Sleeping quietly, amidst worn exhausted caused circularly by a pattern of denying publicly accessed tours and taming a garden adorned in unsightly vegetation-
one see's it pondering if a plant's purpose of having stake next to a prize, like a solitary
full stemmed bush of aromatic flowers.
Amy burdens, aim knew not but as only required task by the way of stammered footsteps coordinating a trail of crumbs by clumsiness and vagueness.
Important sakes of choices abundantly immediately included sharing my bed and comforts when called for -to debunk a rumor I once was told of :quirkiness and depravity assuming humbly an approach to rob some quiet, single females of all contentment availing a true salved source fight to belong orderly with class and society.

Days later a reminder of years torched without ingenuity and the finished product of paid for flight lessons; sank to the middle of my recalling love.
Activities, interests, goals, travel, education, ,recreation, self enjoyed procrastination, journeys, and adventures, movements choreographed, experiences witnessed, designated structures and prose, nature itself and every combination of coincidental occurrence had no level on which to be compared haughtily at least- or in it's fulfillment! Had no right to sit up scattering like micro data germ cells persisting as not for profit charities, intended as assistance for less fortunate individuals.
My comments at current, goes on as far to extend settled previously forgotten poetries for some modern notion pointlessly collected in this morning.
Just to break a lazy lye to the containing realization of knowing spectacular mechanics are not only patented yet also created.