Wasting Time Looking for Acne Medication

I'm having a hard time looking for acne medication. I spend more time going online just to look for the best acne medication. I even search for home made medication but I really can't find the best one that really works for me. I spend more than 10 hours per week just to search for the best acne medication. I search through online because i can't afford to buy acne medication in retail store. If I buy, I still didn't really exactly know if it works to my face.

Having a lot of acne in my face is so embarrassing. I can't even go out with my friends. I can't go to the mall, beach and park because I'm embarrass of my pimples. I got lots of pimples in my face and i really don't know how I get this pimples in my face. I use one medication for almost 5 months already and it is 75% effective to me. This medication was recommended by my doctor and I purchase it in retail store for $9.99 for one box. I use it every night after i wash my face. The medication helps prevent pimples growing bigger. It also prevent having more acne in my face. But the problem is, the medication can't prevent or hide any blemishes from my pimples. The medication only prevent acne from growing, it doesn't hide any blemishes.

After using the medication for almost 6 months, someone offer me a acne medication, it is Proactive. I've seen a commercial on this medication on television and I even see Hollywood stars using it. I try to ask my mom about it and my mom told me that Proactive only helps to a specific person. I force my mom to buy it buy she don't allow it because the doctor told me that I only need to use one medication per year. I stop using my first medication and i start saving money. After 3 weeks of saving money, i reached $70 dollars. I look up in the internet about Proactive in ebay and in other online store but it seems that i really can't find a good price value. So i decide to go to the nearest mall where i live. I saw a small cart in there selling Proactive. I ask the saleslady about it and information about the medication. After talking for minutes, the lady decided to give me a specific medication for me to use. She game me 3 different medication, facial wash, facial cleanser and a cream.

After using Proactive for 3 days, my pimple is getting worst. I try to go back to the lady and try to return the product and she did give me all the money i paid to her. The lady ask me why i return it, i told her that it is not for me. My pimples is getting worst day by day. For 3 days, i didn't go to school because my pimples are getting bigger and bigger. I told my mom that i was sick. For that 3 days of absent, i spend a lot of times searching again in the internet for acne medication. I found lots of different results but i really don't know which one is better to use.

i found a simple acne medication that only uses a lemon. It said that i will cut the lemon into half and after i clean my face, i need to wipe the lemon juice in my face. It feels so good and my face feels so refresh. When i wake up in the morning, i try to look at my face in the mirror but nothing is changed. I try it again in the next 2 night and then it is the same result. I'm getting frustrating right now because i really can't find the best acne medication to use.

I already have lots of absents at school, i already wasted lots of time in the internet, i already wasted lots of money buying different acne medication and for doing that, i didn't find any best result for it. Right now, i decide for home school because of my acne. I can't go out in my house no more. If you can just see my face, you will probably think that i look like a monster because of my acne. I'm having a hard time looking for the best acne medication. I hope someone can help me trigger my problem.