Weighing Heavy; II -

Weighing Heavy; II -

the weight of Time's hand
leans heavy
upon Him - leads to thoughts,
words, wants, once believed
irrelevant - futile
considerings to be considered
alone
in Darkness's safety, packed
back to non-considering
at Light's approach; considerings

past the point of wanting -
not
for not Desiring, for not
being
for Him.

Time's hand, a heavy
burden, spins the wheels
of some hidden, alien,
biologic thought-clock -
that hand, a heavy weight,
bears down, pulls hidden,
unbidden, Desire
from the shadowed jungle
of sub-consciousness.

Desires
leading to trying to say -
to say what cannot be said.
Desires
leading to feeling -
to feeling what cannot be felt.
Desires
leading to words -
words which cannot be thought -
words which are

unthinkable - and so Time
weighs heavy on a man
whose thoughts echo thoughts
from another mind
in the silences of His mind:

Time, is a funny thing.
the more we need, the less
we seem to have, yet
the less Time we want -
the more Time there is -
a ravenous master devouring
all things, Time
waits for no man, for no
woman ~ yet nothing
has the patience
Time has...

...Time - and Her
thought presses
against
His thought.

_{(To -- :: Tuesday, May 3, 2011 @ 14:17)}