What a Shame to Fall in Love

Those words sting beyond belief.

I'd rather be numb than empty and yet I keep loving a memory.

What a shame to fall in love.

I want you to know this pain you never meant to cause is the greatest pain I've come to know.

When I think of you all I want to do is cry.

I can't stand the emptiness, but there is nothing left inside.

I don't know what to think of your apology, that's never what I wanted.

I want what I thought I had.

I want you and your perfect heart.

I feel so stupid and pathetic, but I can't say I regret it.

Stupid because I fell for it, and pathetic because I long for it.

I've tried so hard to forget.

You've stained my heart with an unflourished love.

It's been tainted by your touch.

I can't get over the invigorating rush I'd get from your hug.

You've always made it so hard to breath.

The way you looked at me made me unnecessarily weak.

My heart fluttered uncontrollably every time you'd speak.

How foolish of me to believe, but you made it sound so promising.

I thought I'd never have to let you go, I didn't know you had someone else.

The desire to feel is gone.

My emotions are torn.

What a shame to fall in love.