Whats My Purpose?

Creative I'm not,

Though I try.

I can't find the words,

And can't figure out why.

What am I good at,

I just don't know

It hurts really bad,

Though it don't show.

I think and I try to figure it out,

I just don't know what I'm all about.

What can I do,

Please help me,

To figure it out,

What I'm supposed to be.

My purpose what is it,

Why am I here.

God must have thought he was funny ,

To have put me here.

No clue or direction,

No understanding of what.

I keep asking myself,

I feel like a nut.

I pray every day ,

To God up above,

To help me figure it out

So I can get his plan done.