WHY

Sigh

The sky above me is liquidly

Cry

The environment around me is complex

Why

I stand inside of my puzzled mind

Lie

The pieces of memories...are all scattered apart

Die

I had a grasp on reality...now it's all gone from me

Sigh

I want to solve the problem...but I can't figure out the solution

Cry

I can't even rhyme...it's like I am lost somewhere in time

Why

I feel anxiety...I feel insanity...I feel like I need help...from somebody

Lie

I could just rely on myself...but that like a...death wish

Die

Can this be because of love...or is this because of no love

Sigh

Attention is the answer...but getting noticed is the question

Cry

My whole foundation is...still an unstable formation

Why

Was it good or evil that created me...and caused life to suffocate me?

Lie

No matter what I do...I seem to get further and further away...from my goals

Die

My mind is so awkward...I always feel...like I am walking backwards

Sigh

The universe is a huge arena...I am an ant hiding in the corner

Cry

If I could just control my mind...and see that things will be fine

Why

Fine ya right...life gets fine...and then it turns into...a glass of cheap wine

Lie

Why me,...I ask myself the answer to that question...no one has said yet

Die

I have choices to make like should I or should I not I really hate to debate

Sigh

Sometimes I believe life should just end...to hell with it...ya know what I mean

Cry

The same question keeps accruing in my head...over and over again

Why

And it makes me ponder and wonder...as I see my life getting older

Lie

I feel like I wasted my life...and sometimes like I feel...like I lived my life

Die

What a weird situation...I am in...any way back to that age old question

SIGH....

When I hear it...when I say it...when I think of it...I always feel to cry

"Why am I dying to live, If I am just living to die?"