Why

I am alive but feel dead
my soul is caught in a whirlpool of dread
how could this happen, why me
was it it irrelevent or caused by me
a bittersweet symphony is all i hear
theres only so much i can bear
i am so full of fear
i call out is anyone there
please, help i'm so scared in here
i just sit and stare
where am i? are you there
you're gone out of sight
i tried with all my might
i give up i quit i end this fight
i loved you with my last breath
you were my sacrafice
you said you'd n'evr lie
then why did you say - 'i love you', why
i'll say goodbye - ponder why - as i slowly
die