Why Did You Have to Go?

Why did the three of you have to leave me astray?
I find it harder and harder to get through each day.
Losing the three of you over six short but long months,
I have lost touch with faith.

I can't explain why I feel the void that I do
but life will have to go one even after losing all of you.
First it was "Daddy" Then PaPa Russ,
Now Ive lost you Grandma and it's all just too much.

I watched two of you die alone in your beds god spared me the third
for his own reason's I guess.
Maybe he knew that watching the third would be the end of my faith ,
God does things his own way and you best believe he is great.

So I sit here and weep over the loss of you three,
my faith shaken and my heart hurts but it will be ok.
Some day soon I will see you all again you will be with me
in thought right down to the end.

I will hug you in spirit since I cant physically any more but
look for the day that I meet you at gods door.