Windows (my Version)

I'm just a lonely man in a lonely world,
we were meant 2 B as boy and girl...
I never had more than what was given me,
can U relate? I only write what I C...

I live in a state U may not understand,
where U are my woman, and I am your man...
I used 2 think I was below the rest,
but U give me hope, 'cuz U're the best...

I'm still trapped inside this sinister place,
I try 2 find some light, some truth in your face...
The world seems so dark and there's no way out,
and everytime I fail, I want 2 scream and shout...

But that's just windows,
are they just portals in the wall?...
Baby, I can't C out,
when I think I hear U call...

Windows are all that I can C in my mind,
windows won't ever let me out in time...
I can only sit here and cause the rain,
what have I done 2 bring on such pain?...

Maybe I'm a spirit which came from Heaven above,
maybe I'm a demon which provokes psychotic love...
These questions have no answers,
now don't U fear 4 me...
U know I'll always love U,
when it's time 4 me 2 leave...

U think I'm strange, I can't say I blame U,
I know I sometimes act like I'm some kind of fool...
I want 2 say I'm sorry 4 dragging on this game,
and when we kissed, I kissed, I didn't care about shame...

U think I need a madhouse, U think I've gone insane,
I know I've lost so much when there is much 2 gain...
U got N2 my life, I can't explain this fantasy,
U and blueberry wine are my electric destiny...

But that's just windows,
are they just portals in the wall?...
Baby, I can't C out,
when I think I hear U call...

Chorus.