Wishing

I am waiting for you in the darkness, waiting for dawn to kill the midnight stars

breathing in the cool air, the breeze finding it's way in my sweatshirt

I FEEL THE SADNESS THROUGH EVERY INCH OF MY BODY

MY SOUL BURSTING WITH ANGER AND FRUSTERATION, HURT AND BROKEN-NESS.

You finally get here to meet me an hour late. What makes me wait so long just to see you?

I cry onto your shoulder and find peace in your arms, you tell me everything is okay and you have changed your mind.

YOU ARE A DIFFERENT PERSON NOW.

I pour my heart out to you and YOU CARE. I let you hold me and let my guard down because it feels REAL.

We stand under the elegance of the night and I realize I could never let myself lose you....

..................I

Wake

Up

In My BED

Tears Streaming, Heart Still Aching, Soul Still Searching

FOR ANSWERS

I BELIEVED IN US, IN YOU, FOREVER

I decide to go for a W A L K

To T H I N K

To R E M I N I S C E

I L O V E Y O U

I wished on the stars tonight, I prayed, Hoped Begged

You Are Still Gone.......................................

and I am still here WAITING

W I S H I N G