You Ask Me If I Hate You

do you really wanna know

how shitty u make me feel

how dirty and low

I did my best for us

and you tossed it to the dirt

changed so much about me

all I got for that was hurt

everytime i speak to you

i feel as if im dying

at least some part of me is

but, hey, im done with crying

any feeling is better than

the one i felt with you

in the end it was only worth it

cuz you got hurt some too

so you ask me if i hate you

to this i have to say

yes, i really think so

in more than a simple way

some may say im jaded

others may say im mean

but you did some heinous things to me

that broke my self esteem

so in the end im done with you

and nightmares of memories

of the few good times we had

they all were just a tease

goodbye, adios

sayonara and farewell

i know some day that you will be

beyond the gates of hell

this is really how I feel for you

I hope that now you see

im so much better off without you

let me leave you with this plea:

stay the hell out of my life

and i'll do the same for you

i cant say theres no hard feelings here

but thank the lord we're through