SelfConflicts Please Heal Me
I feel like I'm dead sometimes. I've been sick for a long time some days look hopeless, yet I still pass through them. I wish I was there with God, but I'm here with God for the time being. Why am I always sick Lord? I know it's probably something I did, but what did I do? The more I'm sick the more pain and annoyance I feel. I know I must keep striving, for this is a true test of how strong I am. I know in heaven with Jesus I'll become stronger, but I beg that you heal, please heal me. I'm always suffering. I drive everyone away from me coughing, and clearing my throat so much. Everyone sees me and feels I'm so diseased. I don't know how long I'll stand on this ground. So I figure I'd... (Page 1)
So Help Me God
You know God day after day I go through life. I do nothing, and I think nothing of myself a lot. Sometimes I'm on the verge of saying forget it all and just fading out the rest of society. I walk through the streets slowly looking around, then a car beeps and I jump out of the way. I myself wonder about how wicked this world is, yet I always remember you. I can't think of any reasons anyone would care about anything else except for the fact that you exist. I wish I could just get in a plane, crack the window, and then yell your name out so that the world may hear you. But then it would kill people. I'll always live for you no matter what happens but I wish I was physically healed. I feel stupid and worthless. Yet I know different. When will my job on earth be done where as you would say well done and I'll come home. What has my purpose been? When can I leave? (Page 2)
Cerine McIvan
Narrator: As Yusun sits on the couch Cerine McIvan walks in (Scene1). Cerine is a beautiful mixed Egyptian and Native American (Scene 2). Her brown eyes sparkle with innocence. Her hair is long, black, and straight (Scene 3). She is 5'7" and 140 lbs with an hour glass shape from working out all the time (Scene 4). Cerine is a touch of heaven here on Earth (Scene 5)
Yusun: (Happy to see Cerine) How's it going? How was your day at work (Scene 6)?
Cerine starts walking towards the couch and sits down (Scene 7).
Cerine: (exhausted) It was long and tiring (Scene 8).
Yusun: Oh no, did they have to put your friend Meniux to sleep (Scene 9).
Cerine: (Tears starting to form in her eyes) Yes, when the Doctor examined him, it was found that the dog could barely stand on his legs (Scene 10).
Yusun: (Hugging Cerine) I am so sorry... It'll be alright. You and you staff worked hard trying to keep that sweet Chihuahua alive (Scene 11).
Cerine: (Crying harder) He was so cute and friendly (Scene 12).
Yusun: (Smiling) Cheer up, it's Friday night. You came by so we can check out that new Japanese movie. But instead we can watch Lassie like Meniux and you used to do (Scene 13).
Cerine: (Smiling) you're so silly, but at least you care (Scene 14).
Yusun: Was that a smile (Scene 15).
Cerine then smacks Yusun with a pillow (Scene 16).
Cerine: Are you crazy, I wouldn't miss that movie for the world (Scene 17).
Yusun: You know you want to watch Lassie (Scene 18).
Cerine then throws another pillow at Yusun (Scene 19).
Cerine: Stop making this a joke (Scene 20).
Yusun: Seriously, the dog is in a better place now with no pain. Rejoice, if I were you I'd be worried about your brothers (Scene 21).
Cerine: You just say that because Jonathan hates you (Scene 22).
Yusun: Well of course. What did I ever do to him (Scene 23)?
Cerine: You're going out with his baby sister. And everyday I come here before I go home. You know how his mind thinks (Scene 24).
Yusun: My gosh, we eat dinner and go to a movie. What does he have to be worried about? I even gave him a key so he could stop by every once in a while (Scene 25).
Cerine: Well you know he has to put up with Marlo. And all Marlo cares about is himself (Scene 26).
Yusun: Marlo can't be that bad (Scene 27).
Cerine: Believe me you will see, one day Marlo is going to become a large scale crime boss. All it takes is for something really bad to happen (Scene 28).
Yusun: Yeah right and my worst enemy is going to walk through that door over there (Scene 29).
Yusun's front door then explodes open (Scene 30).
Kung-ryu then walks in (Scene 31).
Kung-ryu has blood oozing from his hands dripping on Yusun's carpet (Scene 32).
Kung-ryu: Yusun you thought you killed me. However, the power of the black jewel has kept me alive. Satan is never going to let me die (Scene 33).
Yusun: What do you want (Scene 34).
Kung-ryu: I want to destroy you, Cerine, Jonathon, and your master (Scene 35).
Yusun: Why (Scene 36)?
Kung-ryu: Because you are all in our way (Scene 37).
Yusun: Don't you know that I am protected forever (Scene 38).
Kung-ryu: He won't protect you from us (Scene 39).
Kung-ryu then shoots flaming arrows at Cerine, but Yusun's shield of faith appears in front of her body to protect her (Scene 40)
Yusun: (yelling) By Your power form armor around me and give the weapons to cleave my foe (Scene 41).
Light starts to glow around Yusun (Scene 42).
A blast then flows from Yusun's hands knocking Kung-ryu out of his house (Scene 43).
Yusun then runs after Kung-ryu (Scene 44).
Kung-ryu: Yusun you think you won, but you still struggle with yourself. You'll never defeat me of your own power (Scene 45).
Yusun: You have failed every master. But this time you are being used for evil to become nothing. I will defeat you because my Master has already conquered you (Scene 46).
Kung-ryu: You fear your own sin I will destroy you (Scene 47).
Yusun: Destroy me if you will, He will still ultimately win (Scene 48).
Kung-ryu then starts to run away (Scene 49).
Kung-ryu: You will die if it is the last thing I do (Scene 50)
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